Thursday, April 17, 2008

The "I" inside

I was just asked, (ala voice in the mind)
"Do I resume being depressed now?"

Who was asking? Was it Me asking Me?
Why are there even two parties in the conversation?
I mean, I talk to myself all the time, but it feels like
one person. This felt like two. Like co-workers.

Could it be that my emotions are sectioned into
scheduled intervals and levels of intensity by someone else?

The really freaky part is, the other "Me" was asking me this as
if asking a boss to continue a task.
This would mean "I" was the one engineering my emotional schedule.

I'll take it.

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