Wednesday, January 23, 2008

MESOTHELIOMA CHEESE...



What the fuck ever happened to "VR"?
it was supposed to be the face of the next generation.

Kashi "Roll!" bars are too fucking hard to chew. I almost lose a filling every time
I bite into one. Good thing I got a box of 24!

Alright, rant over... blood pressure returning to normal....

Thursday, January 3, 2008

MYSPACE, ONCE MORE!




Yeah, I'm not really THAT excited about it, but it IS a great way to stay in touch with people. I haven't finished transferring all my info and friends, but eventually.
It needed a new theme anyhow, and I have some sweet photos I want to use for background.
Anyhow, here it is for y'all who give a shite.

www.myspace.com/nanogen

I'm feeling good once again tonight thankfully.
The world isn't bad all the time.

Life really fucking sucks sometimes...

Especially when you have no insurance and neither do your loved ones.
There is no reason ANYONE should have to wait 5+ hours in a shitty emergency waiting room
waiting to hear how someone is doing.

I've seen how hospitals treat people with no insurance and it is in a word FUCKED.
An emergency waiting room, particularly the one at Adventist Hospital in PDX, is like
an especially foetid little slice of hell served on a cold, dirty plate.

I saw a woman, 30 yrs old, crying and puking into a blue bag that was presumably full of piss or vomit.
She waited almost as long as I did to get seen, and walked to and fro, crying and carrying her bag of waste with her.
I asked her " do you want me to get someone?" "No, they won't do anything, thank you tho.."
There was a 50-something woman with some kind of head injury who had been there 6 or more hours.

When people are in emergency waiting rooms, they are especially vulnerable. A heightened sense of empathy
and sympathy occur, and people begin to share stories.
I was grateful that I was healthy, but I was worried sick for my girlfriend and worried for everyone else there as well.

I've always hated hospitals. As soon as I enter one, I start aching. I can feel the tangible mist of pain emanating from
the patients and it makes me feel very fragile and ill.

Anyhow, had to get it out.
I hope everyone who reads this or those that I know fare well and don't have to
enter an emergency room as a patient or a loved one any time soon.

I'm not the most religious person on earth, but I must admit I've prayed more in the last
month than I've probably ever prayed in my life.

Monday, December 24, 2007

NOT MYSPACE.. ANY LONGER..


Well, my Myspace page appears to be inacessible.
I emailed their "techs" repeatedly and got only standard faq bullshit that
doesn't even apply, and a slew of automated, useless responses.
If anyone is trying to contact me there and got no replies, that's why!
Just as well.. I wasn't updating it regularly and I haven't gone there much lately.
I guess I'll just blog here when I have thoughts or lack thereof.
Feels much more "off the grid" anyhow, I reckon.
Because I don't like to make blogs without pics, here is some dragonfruit I chewed up and spit in the sink. That is the actual color, honest to god.
Reminds me of a 90's pop-grunge cd cover.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

MORE TALES OF BALLOONSKIN MADMEN!!!!!



It just dawned on me how much flesh and rubber are alike.
The best part about Christmas... like any great and needless
tragedy, is when it's over.
Jesus, click on the pic to see those veins. I think I'm losing my MIIIIIIIND!!!!!

Saturday, December 8, 2007

The Definition of God


Is a mind that does not sleep.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

DON'T!


DON'T eat Mussamun curry and pad thai over a glass tabletop in the dark while stoned and while incense smoke is slowly, languidly wafting over the glass table top...
Just DON'T fucking do it.